This is the holiday season right?

Before i start... i would like to apologise for the sadness that this blog will bring.. its just one of those days...

I have to keep reminidng myself that its the holidays... not that the endless amount of time i spend on my couch does not let me know... i am talking more in the giving, recieving type of sense! dont get me wrong i am ALL for the giving and recieving... infact i actually learnt in church today that we should love enough to give and not be proud to recieve... and i agree 100%!!

Any way moving on to why i am actually writing this blog.... i have been down in the dumps lately... people have been trying to rub me the wrong way.. and its people that i call friends...! its very disheartening really, and its at times like this when i have to remind myself that this is the holiday season and i shud be spreading joy and love...! but its SO DAMN HARD when you have friends like mine.. by the way, maybe i should take this chance to ask ya'll if any of you are selling your friends... because i am a buyer that is interested! (let me also mention that its not all my friends.. shame there are those special few) look at me painting you a picture of a girl with no friends.. erase that image! i have friends!! its just those selected few that really need to jack up!

i know in life there are always ups and downs with friends included... its just hard when it actually comes dwon to it, becasue you expect your friends to be there wherever whenever (just like shakira said) BUT on a brighter note.... i love them all the same.... just have to wait it out.....

which one of you have issues with friends??