Ive been thinking.

Here is hoping you all had a wonderful christmas!!

I sure did...! pictures coming up reallll soon!! Spending the time with the family was everything i expected...  we stayed in this BEAUTIFUL lodge, it really was more than i expected! it was a good few days, except for a few glitches, like network problems, and i am a girl of technology i am sorry to have to admit but i CAN NOT live without my cell phone! sue me. It was also VERY hot.. i was beside myself with heat it was unbelievable..! another major glitch was the insects... i may sound like a little girl when i say this, but that place was crawling with insects with the likes of SCORPIONS! uh huh...we were not messing with insects!other than that it was a good break.. i am happy to be back though and looking forward to new year!

With the days drawing closer to the new year i like to reflect on the past year, and its happenings! the good the bad... and this helps me to decide what to keep and what to change... it helps me make my new years resolutions. And lately i have been thinking about weeding people out of my life... not necessarily for fun and i ceratinly do not intend to sound mean or anything but its come a time in my life where i think i really need it. some people are definaelty in your life for a season and some people have overstayed their welcome in mine. I think this way i can allow myself to grow as a person, instead of being held down...
Right now, i just want to enter the new year with the people that love me the most and i love them equally... i am soo grateful for my friends and family, and i just want to start the new year with love... and that just calls for me to be surrounded by love!
ALSO... another new years resoultion would be to make more friends... i know times can be tough with a lot of friends but i also know that times can be easier and if i pick the right ones, i am hoping my times will be easier..!
my new years resolution list is not complete, i will be working on it till then! thats just something i thought i would share with you guys!! :)

In other news i really want to watch AVATAR! i never really wanted to in the beginning, but i have heard such great things that i just cant wait to get to the cinema to see it...!!

happy holidays everyone!

Its only two days to Christmas and i just CANT wait... its not like i have anything major planned but its just such a special holiday!
My family and i are taking a lil ROAD trip to a place called Mutare... have not really been there so it should be interesting to check it out..! and it will be good to get away as well...!!! :) its been awhile since i have actually taken a family road trip! yay!!
Christmas with my mother is always fun, mainly because she really celebrates it... (like i said, nothing major, but you can definately tell its christmas) on my fathers side its just one of those "Merry Christmas and just get on with your day" kinda thing... No Christmas lunch, no Christmas carrols.. and NO PRESENTS! lol... i know many people look forward to Christmas for their presents..! am i right or am i right heh???
There are a few people i would i have liked to spend Christmas with that i wont be with... sadly! BUT there is always next year and the year after that right?

One important thing we should not forget this christmas is.... JESUS CHRIST... give thanx, because if there was no birth there would have been no ressurection, and he would not have died for our sins so that we may have eternal life...! xx

just remember not to X the christ in Christmas!!


HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111


What are you guys up to this christmas??

This is the holiday season right?

Before i start... i would like to apologise for the sadness that this blog will bring.. its just one of those days...

I have to keep reminidng myself that its the holidays... not that the endless amount of time i spend on my couch does not let me know... i am talking more in the giving, recieving type of sense! dont get me wrong i am ALL for the giving and recieving... infact i actually learnt in church today that we should love enough to give and not be proud to recieve... and i agree 100%!!

Any way moving on to why i am actually writing this blog.... i have been down in the dumps lately... people have been trying to rub me the wrong way.. and its people that i call friends...! its very disheartening really, and its at times like this when i have to remind myself that this is the holiday season and i shud be spreading joy and love...! but its SO DAMN HARD when you have friends like mine.. by the way, maybe i should take this chance to ask ya'll if any of you are selling your friends... because i am a buyer that is interested! (let me also mention that its not all my friends.. shame there are those special few) look at me painting you a picture of a girl with no friends.. erase that image! i have friends!! its just those selected few that really need to jack up!

i know in life there are always ups and downs with friends included... its just hard when it actually comes dwon to it, becasue you expect your friends to be there wherever whenever (just like shakira said) BUT on a brighter note.... i love them all the same.... just have to wait it out.....

which one of you have issues with friends??