the way i am feeling

 

                                                  this is me right now   

Mood 1: EXAMS! need I say more! (but I will). its not like I haven't been going through this exam thing ever since I was a child, but  *shock* I still cant seem to get over it! Its like a relationship gone bad... I want to move on but I cant! you would think by now we would have gotten used to the fact that at the end of every year, we will have to sit in a big room in silence for almost 2 to 3 hours and tackle questions you may or may not know..! Ugh I just cant wait to get it over and done with. Next exam English Literature... sounds easy when you say it, like 'helloooo I speak that everyday.' but doing it is a different story. trust me! 

+Positve+ to mood number 1: when i was looking for the perfect angry smiley to describe my mood, i seriously came across some ridiculous ones. for example.

Haha. This guy is not angry, its more like he is thinking "hey what's the big idea?"






This guy aint angry either, its like he was in some contest to see which smiley could pull the funniest facial.

 

 and this guy!! well to me he looks like he uses a bit too much botox. 

this is me right now too. CONFUSED

Mood 2: I am sooo confused! boys, I mean men confuse me! this has nothing to do with my boyfriend, all though one day I would imagine he will appear on this blog one too many times. BUT, for now I want to talk about an old friend. so i haven't spoken to this guy in like a LONG time, and even those capitals don't express how long, long is, but any way. yesterday i get this phone call and its him... *shock*,  

so my first reaction: YAY!! 

and then we talk some more, messaging back and forth (its been the first time since my birthday that my phone has been that busy) so any way then things start getting weird. by weird i mean 

Him: i really needed a reason to come down that side today? i need female company

Me:  why? who else besides me do you know? 

Him: *list of people he knows* but you are the only female i know.

Me: *mentions someone he listed* i am dating one of his friends so i know him really well

Him: you are dating!!!! and here i was hoping you were not.! now i have no reason to come there

Second reaction: oh. no. 

Thing with this guy, i knew him because he dated my friend.! and that's rule number one, you can not date/flirt/have a thing with any one that your friend has dated, and in between the time he asked her for my number, mentioned her name, and me mentioning her name, its like he forgot he dated her! and i know some girls do that, the whole 'date their friends boyfriends blah blah blah' you know the story, there are even movies about such things, recent one I have watched 'the door at the end of the corridor'. ANY WAY back to business, I am not that girl. I value friendship and the fact that he can even suggest such a thing is beyond me. 

guys honestly confuse me, the way they think is so parralel to the way we think... 

+positive+ to mood number 2: i am not going to waste my time thinking about it or making a mountain out of a mould hill, he is a guy after all. 

SO, that's me and my moods. i am a girl after all.