These are our realities

God.

Love, hate, sex, friendship, rape, heart break, laughter, sadness, holidays, marriage, divorce, gay/lesbianism, racism, handicap, backstabbing, cheating.

growth, maturity, immaturity, HIV, cancer, pimples, exams, education, insanity, judgement, descions, birthdays, failure, excellence, disease.

talent, grudges, alcoholism, celebrities, selfishness, guilt, life, death, hunger, passion, expectations, role model, health care, tribulations, speculations.

music, art, poetry, dreams, pain, individuality, confidence, intelligence, bravery, shyness, sin, crime, punishment, slavery, trade, drugs, money, murder.

development, yearning, jobs, food, scared, truth, lies, technology, comfort, luxury, class, elegance, games, change, standards, simplicity, complexity, independence.

children, abortion, romance, regret, emotion, forgiveness, strength, weakness, courage, honesty, loyalty, diversity, difference, unique, success.

variety, critics, suspense, promises, opinions, impatience, desire, pity, good, bad, interest, parties, trust.

togetherness.

These are our realitites. 

HALLOWEEN!!

Just for fun, or (maybe) out of sheer boredom, I was searching the web for scary stories, all in the spirit of Halloween!! Its the least i could so since i am not going to actually be out celebrating it. so any way, I came across some weird and scary stories... hope you enjoy them, BE SCARED.!!! and happy Halloween to everyone!

wait, why do people say 'happy' Halloween?? i get happy birthday, i mean it is a joyous occassion, the day you were born. i get that, but why 'happy' Halloween? puzzles me.

ANY WAY.. i hope you enjoy your day...

Scary Story number one
I come from Canberra, the capital of Australia. Just out of Canberra, on the way to Sydney, there's a huge lake, called "Lake George." These days, as Canberra and it's surrounding area is faced with one of it's worst droughts in years, you would never guess that not that long ago it was filled with water, at times overflowing onto the road. Many people spent fun summers fishing and swimming there, but not everyone had such happy times. Many people lost their lives there, and there are stories about ghostly sightings that go around Canberra. One of the best-known is that if you drive past the Lake George at night by yourself and look in the rear-vision mirror, you'll see someone sitting in the back seat of your car. There have also been reports of ghost trucks and cars that drive along the highway late at night when few cars are traveling. Legend by freaky_bacon

Scary story number two
On a warm summer night, a couple of friends of mine and I stayed up until about 3:00 a.m. talking about scary stuff that has happened to us. One began telling us about a weird encounter he had with a ghost or something supernatural. He said he was driving back home (from Abilene, Texas to Laredo, Texas) when he saw a hitchhiker on the road. As he passed the woman, he looked back in the rearview mirror to catch a last glance, when, to his surprise the woman appeared to be sitting in his back seat. He must of been really tired of driving or something but he just shook it off and continued on his way. Submitted by Edmond 

Scary story number 3

One Halloween night, a 16 year old girl named May and her friends, Irene, Kate, and Leslie, were out driving to a Halloween party outside of town. So, of course, they took the freeway. The car was slowing down, like it was running out of gas, but the meter said it was full. May and Leslie went to check out the engine. When they opened the hood, there was a hand. A lone bare, hand. They were so frightened they couldn't scream. Leslie reached out to touch it then IT MOVED! This time they both screamed and Irene and Kate ran out the car screaming. They said there was a man with his flesh torn and a missing hand in the back seat. The girls ran and the car was chasing them slowly. May called the her parents, Irene called 911, on their cellular phones as they ran. But when the cops and May's parents came, all four girls were soaking in blood. Not their own blood. The cops found a black gemstone, unidentified, in the driver's seat -- covered with blood. The girls went ahead to the party. The address was just a vacant lot but in that vacant lot were many bloody, black, unidentified gemstones. Submitted by Aliz

scary story number four

Here's one I heard on the radio from a woman who told her story about seeing a ghost, which is scary: A few years ago, the woman and her family had just moved to a new house somewhere in Melbourne, Victoria, Australia. One night, her baby son was crying so she got out of bed and went to see him. Suddenly, the baby stopped crying. The woman knew that he must have fallen asleep so she went back to bed. A few hours later, the baby cried again, so she got up and went over to check again. As she opened the door to her son's room, she saw a boy, about 6 or 7 years old, calming the baby down. When he saw the woman, he disappeared. The woman was shocked and later told her neighbours what happened. The neighbours already knew about the ghost and told her that there was a boy who died from an illness, about 80 years ago, and was buried under the exact place where her baby son's room is. Submitted by Cindy

 
bwahahahahaha bwahahahahaha. (trying to do that scary laugh at the end of 'Thriller')

the way i am feeling

 

                                                  this is me right now   

Mood 1: EXAMS! need I say more! (but I will). its not like I haven't been going through this exam thing ever since I was a child, but  *shock* I still cant seem to get over it! Its like a relationship gone bad... I want to move on but I cant! you would think by now we would have gotten used to the fact that at the end of every year, we will have to sit in a big room in silence for almost 2 to 3 hours and tackle questions you may or may not know..! Ugh I just cant wait to get it over and done with. Next exam English Literature... sounds easy when you say it, like 'helloooo I speak that everyday.' but doing it is a different story. trust me! 

+Positve+ to mood number 1: when i was looking for the perfect angry smiley to describe my mood, i seriously came across some ridiculous ones. for example.

Haha. This guy is not angry, its more like he is thinking "hey what's the big idea?"






This guy aint angry either, its like he was in some contest to see which smiley could pull the funniest facial.

 

 and this guy!! well to me he looks like he uses a bit too much botox. 

this is me right now too. CONFUSED

Mood 2: I am sooo confused! boys, I mean men confuse me! this has nothing to do with my boyfriend, all though one day I would imagine he will appear on this blog one too many times. BUT, for now I want to talk about an old friend. so i haven't spoken to this guy in like a LONG time, and even those capitals don't express how long, long is, but any way. yesterday i get this phone call and its him... *shock*,  

so my first reaction: YAY!! 

and then we talk some more, messaging back and forth (its been the first time since my birthday that my phone has been that busy) so any way then things start getting weird. by weird i mean 

Him: i really needed a reason to come down that side today? i need female company

Me:  why? who else besides me do you know? 

Him: *list of people he knows* but you are the only female i know.

Me: *mentions someone he listed* i am dating one of his friends so i know him really well

Him: you are dating!!!! and here i was hoping you were not.! now i have no reason to come there

Second reaction: oh. no. 

Thing with this guy, i knew him because he dated my friend.! and that's rule number one, you can not date/flirt/have a thing with any one that your friend has dated, and in between the time he asked her for my number, mentioned her name, and me mentioning her name, its like he forgot he dated her! and i know some girls do that, the whole 'date their friends boyfriends blah blah blah' you know the story, there are even movies about such things, recent one I have watched 'the door at the end of the corridor'. ANY WAY back to business, I am not that girl. I value friendship and the fact that he can even suggest such a thing is beyond me. 

guys honestly confuse me, the way they think is so parralel to the way we think... 

+positive+ to mood number 2: i am not going to waste my time thinking about it or making a mountain out of a mould hill, he is a guy after all. 

SO, that's me and my moods. i am a girl after all.

 

in my own time

I am so enjoying being 21, even though its just an age! (by the way screw people who say that.... its not JUST an age, its MY age).  Any way, people have been seriously trying to spoil my joy by coming to me with so many "your 21 now you should be doing..." speeches! seriously. If only they knew what the images I have had of what being 21 was...

**a huge amount of hangovers, tattoos and piercings
change of style from casual babe to ROCK CHIC!
exams?? what exams! PARTY, BOYS and ALCOHOL, and NO PARENTS**


im just saying.

Ever since i was young (thirteen) i have always had this image of what being 21 was and i couldnt wait.. because most of the time it looked fun. now that i am here... its a different story. people expect me to be more responsible and decicive and in control.. and i am like hold on a MINUTE! i am not there yet...

things i have learnt since being 21

1. Marketing is not for me, good bye marketing see you never. (had a very long marketing exam, i think you understand)
2. Relationships (between a boy and a girl) are much harder than i thought. boys need to come with a user manual. sheesh
3. I am in LOVE with cell phones.
4. I am also in love with social networking- Facebook and Twitter cant get enough of me.
5. I really need to get in the habit of exercising. (could not lift a couple of groceries up the stairs the other day.. don't judge me)
6. GOSH i hate my handwriting
7.i CANT wait until I can start my career and even though im not 100% sure what that will be, I still cant wait.
8. I still have a lot to learn....

so i say let me do it in my own time. for now i am at enjoying the fact that i am 21.... tomorrow we clean up my room.

new beginnings

I recently turned 21 (yay me) and I know people have this thing where at every stage in their life they want to do something different, and now that I am the BIG 21, I figured maybe I should also take on this approach... my sister says that i should draft up a list of "things to do before i turn 30" and that sounds like a great idea

... although.... i have NO idea what to put on it.

i am definately not the dare devil type of girl so that scracthes out sky diving and absailing, and all things in the air or underwater.. so that list will have to wait for now until i REALLY know what i want to do, but for now i thought i should start somewhere simple...

write a blog. and its not like i have been wanting to do this FOREVER.

so this is my welcome, to new beginnigs.

this is me!l i think it describes me best,  
nice enough to notice but always in the background.